Monday
at 1 pm, as usual, that was
my creative writing class with Mas Dalih. However it was different from the
previous class. He gave students the
task to make a conversation with
a ‘thing’, anything... and I started to think….
My
mine was blank and the first thing that I thought in that moment was ‘Time’. So I
started to imagine what was our conversation
(time and me.. ) talked about.
And
this is my conversation with the ‘Time’
Time : Hey
!!! what are you doing there??
Me : Nothing
,,
Time : But
you must doing something .. Idiot !!!
Me : Just
shut up..!!! why you are so annoying??
Time : Haaahh,,
what the hell are you talking about?
Me : I
want you to stop… passing me.. I’m sad..
Time : Are
you kidding me? You know I can’t.
Me : If
so... leave me alone.
Time : Why
should I do that? You need me, you can’t live and you are nothing without
me,,
Me : I
know,, but I hate you. You made me lost my memories with him. I want it back..
Time : Stubborn
girl..!! Can you just stop yelling me.. I told you for many times that it
was not my fault, it was yours ..
Just make me be your precious thing and do not give
me that yell again.
Me : I
want,, but I do hate you so much.. (I start to cry).
Time : Haahaaa..
you know, I like moment when you cry and regret about me..
That always makes me so
proud and precious.
Me : You
are so mean. ,, But …… I do need you. (say slowly)
Time : oohh….
my little girl with so many candies in your head. So fanny you are.
At first you want me to leave you alone but then you
said that you need me.
If you do not want to
regret me anymore, just do not waste me for just the
rubbish things.
Me : How
can you call my dreams as rubbish things? You always take the precious
moments of anybody. You do not understand anything.
You do not have feeling..
you just….. a thing.
Time : you
never learn anything, do you? I’m the thing, but I am the strongest in the
World.
Me : You
are.. and I still hate you for my reason. I always want do the best in anytime
for my future. However, still I doubt myself,. What
is wrong with me?
Time : You
need more struggles and prayers. Nobody use me maximally, anyway..
Me : Can
I ask your help?
Time : I
want help you,, but I can’t…
Me : …….
(crying…)
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